Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Finals Weeks

Jethro has 2 weeks of finals coming up, and my Eldest is starting Kindergarten. You'd think I wouldn't have time to blog, but it is the only thing keeping my thoughts in order. The only time I can't stand Jethro is when he's taking exams. Stress always brings out the worst in him, and the worst in him always brings out the worst in me. Last night he fired 3 orders at me in a row without even pausing for breath. "Put this in your car. Get some sleep. Put the phone back on the charger." It was funny, and he laughed when I said, "Yes, dear. Yes, dear. Yes, dear" and started running around in circles. But I can tell that it is the beginning of a very stressful 2 weeks. During his last set of finals, we bickered for 3 days straight, and even went our separate ways for about 4 hours. It was a big deal for us because, well let's just say we're lovers not fighters.

Sex is different too. We still have it, but I sometimes end up feeling like one of those realistic looking porno dolls with the realistic orifices. Or a stress reliever that you smush around in your hands. It is so compulsive for him whenever he's studying that he doesn't say much more than, "I'm horny. Service me, woman." Okay, I'm making up the "service me" part.

It's still interesting though. Being used for sex is gratifying in a way. Getting right down to business in a purely carnal manner is good for losing one's inhibitions. I know he's objectifying me, so I can't help but objectify him and it almost becomes a race to see who can get what they want first. Basically, you are saying, "I am not going to turn you on, but I'm going to use you to get me off." Very selfish and I could see marriages going down the tubes if it was standard practice, but once in awhile it's cool.

I think, except for the occasional screw, it is probably better if we stay out of each others' way as much as possible for two weeks. Once he's on break, everything will be fine and he will be back to his cool, fun-loving self, but for now, I guess I just have to stay nekkid and available.

13 comments:

jp said...

Don't knock it. There's something to be said for a nekkid, available woman. :o)

Zelda said...

Hell Yeah!

Inanna said...

Zelda, you're a goddess!!!!

Zelda said...

As are you!

Seeker said...

Why the fuck should he be saying anything man? Just go to him and give him a BJ while he is studying. That way you don't have to hear his cranky arsed shit and you get to play as you want ;)

Zelda said...

HA!!! I have, and he's not one bit grateful either.

Damn, I'm a good fucking wife.

Zelda said...

Oh, and giving him a BJ only shuts me up.

Seeker said...

Well thats shitty of him and yeah I know it does LMAO

Lisa said...

I have a new hero. You rock. LoL. I spent the past couple of days going through all of your posts. I enjoyed the hell out of them!

Lady Charisse said...

If you have fun and he's getting off, that's all that matters....


Love the site by the way...link on my site to ya now!


~smooches'n'spanks~

Zelda said...

Thank you much, Lisa. Come visit often and I'll be happy to link ya.

Zelda said...

Thank you as well, Miss Tease. I read your site frequently.

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